taken him to hospital,â Nora Baker shouts, her fat freckled arms sunk deep in dough. âWherâve ya been, ya goosey girl? Go!â
Noraâs words cut me even though I know she doesnât mean to be cruel. Father always says itâs just Noraâs hard way, like bread left too long in the oven.
I tear across the field and up the road to the hospital, a dreary grim building Iâve not been to since I pulled the top off a double-decker pot and boiling steam burned my neck. A good salve took the pain away, but not the memory. I am no fan of cooking pots.
Heart pounding, body sweating, I reach the entrance and push open the heavy wooden door, nearly knocking down Captain Jessie Tru, on the other side.
âOh, sorry, sir,â I say, catching my breath.
âGrace,â he says, bowing forward in a sweetly chivalrous manner. Rising up he looks in my eyes, his face soft with emotion as if he knows me, and yet weâve never met. How does he know my name?
No time for small talk. âAre you okay, sir? Here, sit for a moment.â I motion him toward a bench.
âYer like a gale force, you are,â he says with a laugh that deepens the wrinkles on his wind-battered face. He coughs a deep garrulous cough.
âAre you sick, Captain Jessie?â I say. âYouâve only just arrived and . . .â
âBit of a toe fungus is all,â he says, raising his left boot. âNature of the job. Some days ya just canât get dry at sea.â
I nod as if I understand and then, assured heâs all right, I set off to find my father.
There is no one at the front desk. I start down the hall, ducking my head in first one, then another, then a third room. âFather!â I race to his bedside.
His eyes are closed but his thick chest moves up and down as he snores.
âThank heavens.â I wrap my arms about him and let the sobs come.
A nurse comes into the room. â Shhhh ,â she admonishes, finger stamping her tight pinched lips. She motions for me to join her in the hallway.
There is a wool blanket at the base of Fatherâs bed. I pull it up over him to keep him warm. âBe right back,â I whisper, kissing his cheek.
Out in the hall I say, âIâm Cookâs daughter, Grace- pearl.â
âYes,â says the nurse coldly.
âWhat happened?â I ask.
âA heart attack,â she says, sallow-faced and bird thin as if she hasnât had a good meal in years.
âHow can that be? He was fine this morning.â
âI am not the doctor, miss. You may speak with Dr. Jeffers when he makes his evening rounds, but I would say it has something to do with your fatherâs . . . fondness for food.â She shakes her head disapprovingly. âHeâs got more blubber than the whales that used to fuel every lamp on Miraââ
âHow dare you speak of my father like that!â My face flushes hot. âWhat is your name? Iâll have you reported . . .â
âNurse Hartling,â she says with a sniff, adjusting her starched white cap. âAnd my apologies, miss, but you would do well to put your father on a diet.â
I resist the urge to slap this brazen bird. I take a breath and let it out slowly, the temper-taming trick Father taught me. âWill he be all right, Nurse?â
âThatâs for Doctor to judge,â Nurse Hartling says, checking her watch, âbut heâs been resting with ease for some two to three hours now, with no further round of pain, and that is generally a good sign.â
Dear Father has been lying in this hospital bed for three hours while I was sparring with fool Humpty in the garden? My throat clenches. I gulp back tears. âMay I stay with him?â
âItâs best you let him sleep,â the pinch-nosed nurse says. âHe should not move or try to speak or be troubled by any . . . emotional outbursts from visitors. The longer he rests, the