trees.
âYour mom seems happy tonight.â Ricky scoops my hand into his.
âOne of her little chicks has come home.â
âHer favorite chick has come home.â He angles up against the tailgate and pulls me to him, planting a kiss on my forehead.
âFavorite? What are you smoking?â I straighten his shirt collar as a pretend laugh gurgles in my throat. âWe donât understand each other at all.â
âMaybe itâs because youâre so much alike.â
âBite your tongue.â
âRobin,â he laughs, âyou are.â
âI am not like Momma. Sheâs wound tighter than a top. One of these days she might just spin out of control.â
Ricky brushes my hair away from my shoulder. âSo, are you okay with moving home?â
I drop my cheek against his rocklike chest. âDo I have a choice?â
âI think you do.â
His tone makes me shiver. I can feel the thumping of his heart beneath my hand. Donât ask, Robin. Donât ask. But, I do. âWhat would that choice be?â
âMarry me.â
I had to ask.
âW-w-what?â He knows I heard.
âMarry me, Robin. Next week.â
âNext week? Over Bit McAfeeâs dead body.â For the first time, Iâm grateful to have a slightly obsessive, opinionated mother. âHer oldest daughter married in a rush? Sheâd never let us live it down. Besides, sheâd need at least three months to fuss and fret.â I break out of his arms and walk around to the side of his truck, scuffing my boots over the driveway gravel.
âOkay, three months. July? August?â
âToo hot.â
âSeptember?â
âEven hotter.â Iâm stalling. He knows it. I try to rest my arm on top of the truck bed, but Iâm too short.
Ricky unlatches the tailgate and motions for me to come sit. âOctober? Itâs not too hot, and donât you dare say itâs too cold.â
âWell, I wasnât, but now that you mention it . . .â With a sigh, I peer into his eyes. âI canât, Ricky.â
âWhat do you mean you canât?â He leans forward, propping his broad hands on his thighs.
I stare up at the house. The tall windows watch me with pale yellow eyes. âIâm not ready.â I try to look him in the eye again, but when a flicker of anger, or maybe hurt, darkens his expression, I glance back to the windows.
âOh, I think you are ready.â He wraps his arm around my shoulders. âRemember last Saturday night, down by the river?â
I knock him away with my elbow. âHush. You got me all worked up, kissing me and saying sweet things.â
His warm lips brush my neck, and he mutters something like, âUm-hum.â
I squirm free and hop off the tailgate, certain Ricky is gearing up for a repeat of last Saturday night. âYouâre not wearing me down this time.â
He rests his elbows on his knees. âRobin, youâre twenty-five. Isnât it about time a healthy, beautiful girl like you settles down? Besides, you hate your job; you said it ainât the person you want to be. Marry me and you can quit.â
Settle down? I havenât settled up yet. âQuit and do what?â I slap at his leg. âHang around the house all day waiting for you to show up? Nothing doing. What redneck rule says a girl has to be married by twenty-five or twenty-six? Marie Blackwell is just now getting married, and sheâs thirty-five.â
âMarie Blackwell? Thatâs who youâre aiming to be like?â
For a moment, I picture the lean and mean Marie, whoâs scared off three fiancés and four dogs. I get Rickyâs point.
âOkay, forget Marie Blackwell. But, Ricky, Iââ This is hard. How can I express my feelings in a way he understands? âWhen I was about ten or eleven I remember thinking I want to do something with my life. Something