of things.â
Patrick dropped Sheaâs hand. âGod aâmighty!â he rumbled weakly. âTen thousand acres at El Charco gone to waste, and thirty thousand leased! While this has been such a tough winter weâve been feeding hay! Listen, boyââ
âDad,â cut in Shea. âIâm not wasting that land. Iâm trying to keep it from going desert like that Juddâs overgrazing.â
A vein swelled in Patrickâs temple. âYouâd rather see us sell cattle at a loss than run a few on ground youâre not using?â His voice quavered with weakness and anger.
Shea swallowed. Muscles tautened in his lean jaws. When he spoke, his tone was under tight control. âDad, Juddâs your manager. Let us try to work this out.â
âYou damn well better!â Patrick seemed ready to choke and Tracy moved anxiously back to him, casting Shea a look of reproachful pleading. âIâm going to have to study hard as it is to leave part of Socorro to someone with ideas as crazy as yours.â
Sheaâs hands clenched. Lightning seemed to flash deep in his gray eyes. He wore a stunned look, as if he couldnât believe what his father had said. Then he shrugged.
âIâve tried to explain what Iâm doing, Dad, but you donât want to hear it. Look, letâs not talk about it. I promise you this. If Juddâll be reasonable, so will I.â
âDo come along!â hissed Vashti.
Tracy cradled Patrick against her and kissed his forehead. âFinish that tequila and have a nice snooze. Iâll be back later.â
He didnât speak, but the frustrated grief distorting the mobile side of his face was so great that she cursed Shea for causing it, whatever the merits of his case. But Patrick rallied and patted her cheek before he reached for his glass.
âRun along, honey, and tuck in enough of Henryâs food to make him feel good. Itâs fine if you go for kee-chays and sou-flays, but Iâd rather have meat and beans and handmade tortillas.â He squinted approvingly at her. âYouâre a mite thin but otherwise Iâll bet youâre just as pretty as a speckled pup!â He gestured toward the portrait above a carved chest at the far end of the room. âAlways thought you were the spittinâ image of my mother. Hope youâll have as good a life.â
Tracy looked at her great-grandmother, painted as Santiagoâs bride. With child by the murdered Johnny Chance, haunted by the slaughters in Cananea and Tomochic, which had twice in her life made her hysterically blind, the young woman in the painting was indeed beginning the happy, productive years sheâd have with Sant. Her dark bronze hair fell over one shoulder, rich against her creamy skin. It was a triangular face, broad at forehead and cheekbones, narrowing to a cleft chin. The deep-set amber eyes seemed even larger because of dark eyelashes and determined eyebrows that winged slightly at the ends. The mouth was fully curved, and though Christinaâs expression was sweetly grave, there was a hint of tough, earthy humor.
Iâve done nothing but survive , Tracy thought, staring almost combatively at the portrait. But donât write me off, Christina Riordan-Scott y Revier! She laughed, swept a kiss across Patrickâs ear and used her childhood name for him.
âI donât know how good my life is going to be, Paddy, but I intend to make it interesting!â
He was chuckling as she hurried downstairs.
Rather crossly, Vashti pointed down the wing of the L-shaped house and told Tracy that her room was the first on the right. âI hope youâll find it comfortable. Patrick insisted on moving over the tacky handmade stuff you had at the old place instead of letting the decorator do something tasteful.â
Tracy raced to brush her hair, a short springy crown of soft waves. A touch of lipstick, a quick stop in a