kitchen. Kyle sat at the table. She saw he had made a pot of coffee.
She poured a cup and took her usual seat. Fatigue dragged at her heels. âThereâs a guest room upstairs. It isnât heated, though.â
âAnything will do.â
She pressed her fingers against her temples where a headache pounded with each heartbeat. âThe attic bedroom will be freezing. The sofa in the family room makes into a queen-size bed. That might be better. I only heat part of the house in the winter,â she added as if he had made some remark about her thrifty ways.
âThe sofa will be fine.â
His voice dropped to a deeper, huskier tone as he spoke. She remembered past homecomings, times when she had rushed into his arms, filled with the incredible excitement of his nearness, the demanding hunger riding high in both of them. They had been like kids in their eagerness to rush to the bedroom after Sara was safely tucked into bed.
âI share a room with Sara in the winter,â she added for no reason. âI moved her bed in my room.â
âThereâs no place for me in your bedroom,â he interpreted. He gave a half smile. âI get the message, Danielle. I read it in your letter.â
She was shaken by the incredible bleakness of his tone. âI just meantâ¦I donât want any misunderstandings between us. At the end of your R and R, youâll leave.â
He didnât answer, only stared at her until she looked away. She decided sheâd been mistaken about the emotion.
âIâll show you where the sheets and blankets are.â She rushed down the hallway to the linen closet and wondered who or what she was running from.
Chapter Two
K yle woke instantly, alert and still. He heard the noise again. The coffeemaker burped, then began a rhythmic gurgling as it heated up. The radio came on. He relaxed.
The announcer detailed the dayâs weather. âCloudy in the morning, perhaps some sun breaking through in the afternoon. Snow flurries again tonight. All roads are open at present. Schools will keep to a regular schedule until further notice.â
Listening to his wifeâs quiet movements as she prepared breakfast, he faced the facts of his life. He was thirty-eight years old and he had blown the one perfect thing in his life. He would have to learn to live with that.
Some foolish part of him had hoped that Dani and Sara would rush to him last night and welcome himhome. He pushed the thought down into the dark pool along with all his grief.
His own fault. Choices. Everyone made choices. Maybe his had been the wrong oneâ¦.
He rose and pulled jeans and the blue shirt over his thermals, then padded down the hall to the bathroom. There was only one. He had discovered this after Dani and Sara had gone to bed.
Heâd searched the whole house last night until he knew it like the back of his hand. In case of a nasty surprise by the kidnappers, he wanted to know every nook and cranny.
He had also chosen a room for himself across the hall from his wife and daughter. In the attic bedroom, heâd found a usable bed frame that he could move downstairs. The attic had been freezing, as Danielle had noted.
The old house could use a thick layer of insulation. And new windows, he added as the wind shook the panes and puffs of frigid air circulated around him. The foundation and framing were sturdy, but the place needed a major overhaul. It would cost a mint to hire the work done.
He had worked his way through college as a carpenter and was pretty good with his hands. But this wasnât his house. It wouldnât be his home. Danielle was right. He had left his family, no matter the reasons, and they no longer trusted him. He had no place in this house.
After a quick shower, he wrapped a towel around his waist and proceeded to shave.
Sensing a presence, he looked at the door. It was ajar and a small face peered at him through the crack.He smiled and pushed