unhealthy.â
Trent pursed his lips and nodded, knowing Ed walked a fine line being both his counsel and friend. âI was only going to say not to expect me to be home every night. Iâll have to keep the apartment in the city. Late-night meetings and long drives home arenât a good combination, especially if you add long workdays and icy streets in the winter.â
âYou two can work out the details, but Iâd advise you to think about cutting those long hours at least alittle. And Maggie, what do you intend to do about your job? Have you thought about it at all?â
âI enjoy my work and the challenge it presents, but I think four children under the age of nine will be challenge enough for some time to come, donât you?â
Trent couldnât believe his ears. Maggie loved her job. Even when theyâd been trying to have a child of their own, sheâd never intended to give up her career completely. âBut you worked so hard to get where you are,â he said, not understanding how she could have reached her apparent decision so quickly. âI canât let you give all that up. You need to think this through. Weâll hire someone to help with the children. Mike and I had a nanny until I went away to school.â
âIâm not averse to hiring someone to help with housework and cooking, but not a nanny. You and your brother hadnât lost your parents, and considering the ones you had, a nanny was probably the best thing to ever happen to you. These children have lost the most important people in their lives, and theyâre going to need all the love and attention they can get for a good long time. I intend to be there to give it to them. Itâs a done deal, Trent. I already resigned before I left the office yesterday.â
Trent stiffened. Why didnât she seem upset by the sacrifice of a career that had taken over a decade to build? Because it isnât a sacrifice! Heâd lost his brother, but she had just been handed everything sheâd always wanted on a silver platter. âA house in the country. Children. And me. This is just perfect foryou, isnât it?â he sneered. âA real win-win situation.â
âTrent!â Ed gasped.
Trent lost control of all heâd felt in the past twentyfour hours. Deaf to the outrage in his friendâs voice and blind to the horror written on Maggieâs lovely features, he let it all boil forthâthe pain, the anguish, the confusion. âYou were awfully sure of what my decision would be regarding Mikeâs kids. Suppose Iâd decided to take them myself and hire a nanny.â
Pale and shaken, Maggie squared her shoulders. âI wasnât at all sure what youâd decide to do. I was only sure that Iâd do what Sarah and Michael wanted me to doâwhich was be a mother to their children. Nothing and no one is going to stop me from fulfilling that promise. Not even you. And for the record, both Sarah and Michael were a very important part of my life. I grew up with Sarah as a sister. They were the only friends who stood by me these last months. Iâve lost, too, Trent. You arenât the only one grieving.â
Ed stood, his anger obvious. âI think Iâll go keep Rachel company. Distract her. Work this out between you. I wonât be surprised if Royce and Albertine sail in here any minute now, so you probably donât have a lot of time. Trent, you have to find a way to put the past aside and look toward the future. This kind of atmosphere will destroy those kids. And your parents arenât stupid. Theyâll spot any lingering animosity from a mile away and then figure out a way to prove itâs there to a judge. Talk this outâ¦and fast.â
Trent suddenly felt as if the weight of the world were pressing down on his shoulders. He sank intothe chair Ed had vacated next to Maggie. Elbows on his knees he stared at his hands. He