voices of the dead . . . and sometimes they were the voices of the living.
This voice belonged to the dead.
To the man I had killed.
The ghostâs mouth sagged open. âMurderer,â it moaned. âYouâll hang for this.â
Fear spiked my gutâbrief and insistent. I had almost hanged for it, and if Cochran didnât keep his word, if he told Clay Wilcox about me . . .
âOh, stop being a Nancy-boy,â I growled at myself. âThat ghost is harmless and Clay Wilcox is a thousand miles away.â I let my voice rise over the ghostâs hissing, and thenâto prove to myself I wasnât a cowardâI made a quick decision.
I was going out.
No one was supposed to leave the steamer tonight, on account of the race . . . but if I stayed, I would lose my sanity on top of my sleep. Nightmares didnât even compare to the rage that had been growing in my gut for the last week. Rage at Cochran for firing me. Rage at Murry for lying about me. Rage at Cassidy for not noticing I had avoided her.
In just over a day Iâd be out of work . . . and on the run again. Life was spiraling that way no matter what I did, and tomorrow I would wake to a dawn most wicked. So I might as well enjoy myself before.
A splash of water and a clean uniform later, I crept to my door. The ghost still floated there, and I almost considered not leaving . . . just so I wouldnât have to walk through it.
But with a steeling breath, I walked directly into his wispy form.
Cold, more biting and complete than any natural cold, snapped through my bones. A dank, earthy scent filled my nose. And then I was through, my teeth grating and my hands shoving the door wide . . .
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I was almost halfway down the pier, the hum of Canal Street becoming a mighty roar with each racing step. I had managed to get off the Sadie Queen unnoticed by anyone, and the life of the city was calling to me. It was a steamy night with humidity so thick you could grab it. And there was an electricity shimmering through the airâthe sort of charge you felt only on summer nights in the South.
I jogged around a giant stack of crates and skittered to a stop, my arms windmilling. A girl marched toward me, the burnt orange silk of her evening gown like a flame in the dark. I didnât have to see her faceâI knew from her long strides that it was Cass.
Shit. I huffed in air, trying to catch my breath. Iâd done so good at avoiding her. A week of hiding behind boilers, skipping lunch, sleeping outside with the deckhands. Maybe I could scoot back behind the crates. . . .
Her gaze landed on me, and even in the shadows I could see her eyes widen with recognition. She stopped dead in her tracks.
âDanny?â
âUh, hello, Miss Cassidy.â I bobbed my head and slung off my flat cap. âGoing to a party?â
She blinked, as if surprised by my question. âThe . . . the Langs. Theyâre hosting a dinner.â She smoothed at her bodice nervously. âI havenât seen you in a while, Danny. Have you . . .â Her fidgeting slowed. Then stopped. âHave you been avoiding me?â
I stiffened. She had noticed my absence.
That made me happier than it shouldâve.
But I made myself swipe the air carelessly. âAvoidinâ you? Thatâs ridiculous, Cass.â
She wasnât fooled. âIs it because you got in a fight?â With a tentative step toward me, her gloved hand reached for my face. âI noticed that black eye, so I know you mustâve fought with someone. I could have helped you, you knowââ
âStop.â I ducked back from her. Sheâd noticed I was gone and sheâd noticed my wounds. It made my chest hurt to think about. âIt ainât what you think, Cass.â
âOh.â Her hand fell. Then anger flashed over her face and she stood taller. âSo