forward with a smile.
âOkay, sweetheart, decision time. Just me, or all of us?â
Wesley looked frightened and defeatedâhe had been practicing in his scrap of mirror for hours.
âJust you,â he said, in a shaky voice.
The other three slapped palms with the biggest one, mumbled something about âseconds,â and ambled off, laughing. They were about fifty feet down the corridor when the cell doors started to slowly close. Wesley knelt down before the big man. The would-be jockey unzipped his fly and stepped toward Wesley â¦Â who sprang forward and rammed his head and shoulders like a spear into the bigger manâs stomach.
They both slammed backward into the cell wall, and Wesley whipped his knee up, trying to drive it right through the other manâs groin into his chest.
The big man shrieked in pain, and slumped forward. Wesleyâs hands were instantly around his throat, thumbs locking the Adamâs apple. Just before the cell doors closed, Wesley stuffed the manâs head into the opening, his hands turning chalk-white with the strain.
The three others raced back but were too late; they could only watch as the steel door crushed the big manâs skull as easily as if it were cardboard. Their own screams brought the guards, clubs up and ready.
W esley spent the night in solitary. The special watch assigned reported that he went to sleep promptly at ten-thirty, and slept right on through the night.
W esleyâs new lawyer was from the same brotherhood as the others. He ran the usual babble about pleading guilty to a reduced charge, escaping what they always called âthe heavier penalties permissible under the statutes.â
âThis could be Murder One, kid, but I think I can get the DA toââ
âHold up. How could it be murder
anything
? I didnât plan to waste that motherfucker. I was protecting myself, right?â
âThe Law says that if you think about killing someone for even a split second before you do it, youâre guilty of premeditated murder.â
âIf I hadnât killed him, he would have â¦â
âYeah, I know.â
âSure you do.â
Wesley thought it through. He finally concluded that shooting the sergeant in Korea hadnât been premeditatedâhe didnât remember thinking about it at all, much less for a whole split second. And that Marine had been self-defenseâif he hadnât killed him, he was dead meat the minute he was IDâed.
It was too much to work through right away, so Wesley fell back on the one thing he trusted: waiting. After all, he was going to end up behind bars no matter what, and he knew the jail time would count against State time.
So he refused to plead guilty, and sat for another nine months in the Tombs awaiting trial. Finally, the lawyer came back with an offer to plead guilty tomanslaughter in exchange for a suspended sentence, running concurrently, on the armed robbery. He was promised a twelve-year top.
Wesley thought about this. He had a lot of time to think, since he was locked in his cell twenty-three and a half hours a day. They gave the prisoners in the isolation unit showers every two weeks, unless they had a court date, and Wesley always used his daily half-hour to watch and see if the dead manâs friends were any more loyal than the Marineâs had been.
He reasoned it out as best as he could. Even if he slid on the homicide, he
had
robbed the liquor store; he could sit in the Tombs for another couple of years and still pull major time, so he finally accepted the now-frantic lawyerâs offer. The thought of going to trial before a jury was making the poor guy lose a lot of sleep.
T he judge asked Wesley, âWere any promises made to you, at this time or at any other time, on which you are relying in your plea of guilty to these charges?â When Wesley answered âYes,â the judge called a recess.
The lawyer